Ramblings of an anarcho-nihilist, embracing jouissance, negation, and the act of resistance
So as you absurdly walk, run, fly, dance, levitate, through the Feral Life: Meditations on Rewilding and Anarchy by Julian Langer, embrace the chaos, anarchy, O-nihilism, wildness, la jouissance, and artfully, senselessly, get carried away in the joyful rebellion. The forest is calling. Life is now. It is Feral and it is yours.
Read More 27. Awake. Anarcho-Nihilist. Scot Beast. Feral.We shall call it by several names: sadness, melancholy, unhappiness, despondency, hopelessness, depression, loneliness, lonesomeness, disheartenment, dejection, low-spirits, pensive sadness, nostalgia, fuck-it-all-moment-of-no-one-loves-me-and-i-know-it. Us the citizens of this world, we all want it, feed off of it, and worship watching its “destructive forces”. We long for it to come and give us a reason to get attention, feel the need to confess to “being it”, and lick its many faces to get its last remains.
Read More 16. Comfortably Numb-ber 6This is us! Angered, outraged. Look at us we are angry. We have watched a person die at the hands of the system, ten agonizing minutes of a human dying at the merciless hands of the beast, begging, pleading, as we watched, as they watched, as at that moment, we saw him give up, surrender, let go. George Floyd was murdered, and he simply let go. He breathed, he did everything the system had asked him to do in order to be “safe” from harm. He pleaded, he let them know he can’t breathe. He was unarmed. He called out for his mother, that he would do anything they want if they just let him breathe. And they didn’t. But why are we surprised? Why is this new? Just because we can take our phones out and capture it all, does it mean we have just realized what is happening? What has been happening? Do we even know ?
Read More 15. Comfortably Numb-ber 5“what really counts is the strength we feel every time we don’t bow our heads, every time we destroy the false idols of civilization, every time our eyes meet those of our comrades along illegal paths, every time that our hands set fire to the symbols of Power. In those moments we don’t ask ourselves: ‘Will we win? Will we lose?’ In those moments we just fight. Neither victory nor defeat is important, but only the beautiful shining of our eyes in combat.”
Read More 14. Jouissance: The Uncivilized Desire, A Shattering of Identity and LawIn the name of freedom of speech, in the name of this big lie of manipulation of words, we the illusory futurists, progress lovers, and defenders of our rights and freedoms, we shush you.
Read More 13. In the Name of Freedom of SpeechThe next words you will see right now are : suicide, homicide, menticide, genocide. We can positively say, the first word you saw was suicide, the one you are seeing is suicide, and the one mostly stuck in your head is suicide. It is the one that has already made up your mind about this. We told you this, right here, is a waste of your time. And that you have followed along means you think you are a worthless piece of shit, a good for nothing, person. You want to end it all.
Read More 12. Comfortably Numb-ber 4This is us lovers of liberty, brotherhood and prosperity. This is us the last of the good ones, lovers of the machine, and strong believers of its commitment to our wellbeing. No place for doubts, no time for fear, or second guessing. Give us our things, our things, our things, and pills and pills and pills, and we shall rise from the ashes, bigger, better, stronger, more beautiful, more powerful, and calm. Hushed lips, dead looks, zombies dancing in the blinding light.
Read More 11. Comfortably Numb-ber 3Women, it is in our name, they have gone to wars, killed and been killed. In our names many have tortured, been tortured and died. Our names have been uttered to usher up new days, new laws, new world, new days. We have killed in the name of love, conquered and have been conquered. We have been jailed in the name of freedom, democracy, prostitution, and crimes of the heart, as they call it.
Read More 10. Comfortably Numb-ber 2Are you there? Do you “feel” the strain of “freedom”, the hold of it, around your neck? Its shackles around you feet? You “Wild” thing. Are you there? Where is that “there”? What is it you are “afraid” of? To “lose” IT all? What is that? Your house? Your family? And your pets? The nice little picket fenced “life” you have got “going on” for you?
Read More 9. Comfortably Numb-ber 1Open any page, and let it inspire you, your Becoming-wild. Langer invites us to dance the moment away on our way to “Becoming-Animal”.
Read More 8. Feral Iconoclasm: The Wild Dance of the UncivilizedAs he walks us from the unnatural to natural, from symbolic to Real, Langer embarks on this voyage allowing us to explore beyond the “cognitive framework” and limitations of language and get as far away from the mediation of the civilization, and to experience something “directly”.
Read More 7. Feral Consciousness, A Book on the Art of LifeBringing a child into the camp of civilization, and then helping with its brainwashing, turning it into another fucking slave, teaching it to be “compassionate”, “loving”, “in-fuckin’-dependent”, showing it how to immerse in self-sabotage, doesn’t make a hero out of us!
Read More 6. Mother’s Day, Father’s Day,This Day, That Day Fuck FiascoesWe are a population of strangers living in what we call society. An appalling state of being at the hands of our captors, our masters, and at the systematic brain washing of our institutions, church, family, government and education, etc. We are taught to “turn the other cheeck”, love our neighbor and not fuck anyone […]
Read More 5. Lie of Family, Relationship, IntimacyLet’s call it like it is, and cut the crap! We all judge, have judged and will continue to judge ourselves, others and each other. We have been conditioned to “fake-accept”, “fake-tolerate” and think, are under this fucking illusion, that we have got it all figured out. We simply brush off a condescending comment by […]
Read More 4. Lie of “I Don’t Judge You”We refuse to see the shit pile of civilization dump in front of our eyes, and instead choose to imagine our wings of freedom, hovered mid-air, buffeted by the unbearable, inescapable storm of what we call progress, while hope of a better future lingers around!
Read More 3. Catastrophe is Not Near, It is HereWe are passing through a flow of emotions, sounds, spaces, avoidance, substances, gazes, and rooted, in every shape and form, to things, and last names, people, ancestors, places, memories, entanglements, aka, marriages, lovers, fighters, keepers, seekers, and comings and goings, events, with which we “define” ourselves.
Read More 2. Culture of Attitude of GratitudeThe illusional future which never comes, and we are lead to believe we are to blame for not “deserving” the “best” for the “future”. That we “can do it”, with the “right attitude”, a little more “therapy “ , self “help”.
Read More 1. The Brightness of an Illusory FutureTo those who strike blows; To those watching for the right moment; To those looking for accomplices; To those who are deserting; To those who keep going; To those getting organized; To those wanting to build a revolutionary force, revolutionary because it’s sensitive; This modest contribution to an understanding of our time.
Read More 0. Spontaneous Resistance